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may 21, 2011 [2months] imysm.. 11.17.10

I wanna tell you...

Everytime I talk to you, I wanna say so much more.

I wanna tell you that you’ve been on my mind all day.
I wanna tell you that everytime I hear your name, I get shivers down my spine.
I wanna tell you that whenever I see you, my heart beats faster than it ever has before.

I wanna tell you that when you look at me, say something, smile, dance, and laugh, I start hurting.

Because those eyes, ears, lips, arms, and heart; used to be the eyes that saw me through everything, the ears that listened to anything I had to say, the lips that kissed me just to shut me up, the arms that wrapped around me whenever I was down, and the heart that loved me with every ounce of his being.

Through all the broken pieces.. She smile..as if nothings wrong.. -Hongie

Gotta get it Out..

I'm trying my hardest, seriously.

But how can I forget when u mean so much..

I can't believe..how distanced we are..by heart..Its funny.. how I can be your everything..and became nothing..Its suprising to me..to see how fast you could move on.. Do you even remember..the things we once said..? the promises we once made?.. I can't believe you just throw it all away.. I hate it.. I hate seeing you..around..with other girls..cuz then I know..You don't need me anymore.. but I hate it more.. seeing you pass me as if you don't know me.. as if we're just strangers..  It’s ironic how no one will ever know you as well as I do, but no one will be more of a stranger to you than I am. I wanted to grab your hand..and take you to a place..where we could sit and talk.. and to tell you all the thoughts that's on my mind.. to let you know how I really feel.. to get it out of my head..just so we both understand.. because.. it really kill me..to see us like this.. I don't even want to go on.. don't even want to do anything anymore.. because.. it seem like.. my life had lost its meaning..;\ I wish you would be the person that I used to know.. that person that loves me .. the person I wish for to be in my life forever.... I wish you would listen to what I have to say.. and not avoiding me..</3 Gahh.. everyday I just wish..for you to be happy..but yet..Tears formed in my eyes..everytime I see you

The best moment in my life..is when you were mine..<3..

I don't mind ..

I don’t mind putting a fake smile on my face. I don’t care if I have to bottle up my emotions or keep them only to myself. I’m fine with lying to myself that I don’t need you as long as I can get through my days without people having to ask me “is there anything wrong?” I don’t mind if I can’t tell anyone how much I really miss you, this feeling is only temporary. I know I will eventually find a reason to be happy again.  [11.17.10 ]

Respect .

If you know someone is not available, respect their relationship. Both the boyfriend and the girlfriend. Give her respect by not getting in the way. Don’t flirt with him, lead him on or hope for him to leave her. Don’t even talk to him if you can’t resist the temptation. Give him respect by not being a home-wrecker, don’t tell her she’s cute, don’t cause jealousy between the two and stop being so selfish. It’s their happiness you’re ruining.

Its Not Okay..

Everyone say they understand exactly how I feel..
all they could say is.. "Its okay.."
Truth is that they don't know how I feel..not at all..
& its not okay..because if it is.. I wouldnt feel this way..
I do understand that b/c they're not in the position so they can say
that its okay.. because they can't feel how I feel..
Some also say " I went there so I know"
I mean even if you went there.. your problem and mine isnt the "same"
Every person have a different problem in their relationship..
If you can't really make me feel better.. Then please don't say its okay..
because it hurts much more..hearing that..cuz you're just saying it to get it over with..
but I do thank you..for being there for me..
Its never okay..n It wont ever be..</3..

Crashed and Burn..

Don't you just hate thhe feeling of Knowing the fact that he had moved on..?
When you know that he like someone else..? and you just wish to never know..?;\
My feelings are all scrambled up inside me..I want to go..go somewhere that no one could see me..
Somewhere alone in this world and cry my heart out..Just to get it over with..
You used to say.. I'm your everything..& How you could never live without me..
You said you love me most..you promised to always be with me..no matter what..
But now.. I'm nothing to you.. not that girl who you used to care bout all the time..
I'm just a stranger to you now..arent I..?
Many times you walked pass me as if I was invisible...><..
I always wondered if you feel the same when we pass each other..
But I guess not..since you'd like someone else already..</3..
To be honest..I miss you alot.. & I wish my invisible thoughts would disappear..
Because It'd taken over me..& Its Killing me inside to know that you're really gone..
Gone..to a different direction..far far away from mine..;[
and It hurts alot just to think about..you..being with someone else..
..11.17.10.. <3 =[

Remember Me..?

 I used to be that one and only person you could rely on no matter what.
 When you were upset, depressed, or frustrated,
you would always run to me first and vent about it.
 We would talk on the phone, text each other,
 and hang out all the time, because that’s just how close we used to be.
 Now, you’ve moved on. I’m not the only one you could depend on, talk to 24/7,
 nor hang out with the most at this very moment. I’m just nothing special to you anymore.

Can't Let Go..

The one you fell in love with ? 
The one who made you the happiest & cried the hardest ?
 The one that made you feel like you were the most special thing on Earth ?
 Once you see that person,
you either look down on the ground while your bodies pass one another,
 you look at them straight in the eye with a smile that may seem like you’re OK,
or you go up to them and give them a hug you’d never let go.
 It’s hard to see that person with someone else. 
You start to think that they’re better off without you,
 while you feel like a fool who can’t move on.
 Just a glimpse of that person, your mind is filled with memories you guys share.
 From your first date, your first hug, your first kiss, to your last.
  Nothing can erase the memories you had with each other.
 You simply can’t let go of feelings & emotions towards someone like that.
  It takes time.  But, even with time,
there will still be a piece of you that loves that person.

I Miss You..;\

I miss you texting me all day without the conversation being dead.
I miss you calling me even when you were with your friends.
I miss falling asleep on the phone with you.
I miss when you used to make me feel important.
Basically, I miss everything about you.. what happened to us?

People Lose Feelings..

and you really can’t do anything about it. It fades away when you least expect it. You know that when you feelings for someone, you’re less happy with them. You don’t even smile as much as you did before. And you really can’t do anything about it when someone lose feelings for you. It happens for a reason..

Sometimes In Life...;\

I always wanted to grow up.. Thought that everything would be better, where you can do anything without getting in trouble or cry over little things..but now I realized how many obstacles you have to go through..n each one of them isn't as easy as before..where you cry and falls asleep, then wake up the next day like nothing was wrong..though in the other hand.. one mistake can change everything in your life..;[ n tears continue on the day after..n the next..n sometimes it hurts to the point where you dont even want to live anymore..but you just have to keep your heads up and go through every pain..I wonder..Why is it so hard..to even hold back these tears and get rid of these pain I feel inside..If only I could stay forever as a kid..;\...........