Gotta get it Out..

I'm trying my hardest, seriously.

But how can I forget when u mean so much..

I can't believe..how distanced we are..by heart..Its funny.. how I can be your everything..and became nothing..Its suprising to me..to see how fast you could move on.. Do you even remember..the things we once said..? the promises we once made?.. I can't believe you just throw it all away.. I hate it.. I hate seeing you..around..with other girls..cuz then I know..You don't need me anymore.. but I hate it more.. seeing you pass me as if you don't know me.. as if we're just strangers..  It’s ironic how no one will ever know you as well as I do, but no one will be more of a stranger to you than I am. I wanted to grab your hand..and take you to a place..where we could sit and talk.. and to tell you all the thoughts that's on my mind.. to let you know how I really feel.. to get it out of my head..just so we both understand.. because.. it really kill me..to see us like this.. I don't even want to go on.. don't even want to do anything anymore.. because.. it seem like.. my life had lost its meaning..;\ I wish you would be the person that I used to know.. that person that loves me .. the person I wish for to be in my life forever.... I wish you would listen to what I have to say.. and not avoiding me..</3 Gahh.. everyday I just wish..for you to be happy..but yet..Tears formed in my eyes..everytime I see you

The best moment in my life..is when you were mine..<3..