Sometimes In Life...;\

I always wanted to grow up.. Thought that everything would be better, where you can do anything without getting in trouble or cry over little things..but now I realized how many obstacles you have to go through..n each one of them isn't as easy as before..where you cry and falls asleep, then wake up the next day like nothing was wrong..though in the other hand.. one mistake can change everything in your life..;[ n tears continue on the day after..n the next..n sometimes it hurts to the point where you dont even want to live anymore..but you just have to keep your heads up and go through every pain..I wonder..Why is it so hard..to even hold back these tears and get rid of these pain I feel inside..If only I could stay forever as a kid..;\...........